i am tired to be on earth..

wake up 2pm+/- juz so lazy to wake up.. den eat n online.. n i juz really dun noe wat happen to me :/ jus feel so emo n keep thinking alot of stressful thing.. but actually, i oso dun noe wat am i thinking -.- juz feeling so stress.. den when mum came back, she say she tired, n ya stress oso.. haiz.. human stress wif alot of reason everyday.. haiz.. we were talking about dis topic n money too.. no money cant do anything.. haiz.. wateva~ den bath n so on but i am late for work.. den do runner wif dong n hai was back to normal n happy.. dky.. mayb i dun hav stress at dat moment.. den wateva.. n nth much to say til closing eat n chat wif DHX den copy schedule n again put me work like a half full timer like dat -.- den home n online.. tml gt prayer at my home b4 my work -.-

she say she wil upgrade me but i dun really believe it.. but i cant say i dun believe but i noe i gt to wait for like half a year(?) den i gt it cos others wait very long too.. i need to change de habit.. even i cant, i wan to be better... i wil prove it..

how i wish everyday i gt enuf money to use dun need to care or stress for much thing.. i juz wan to be happy

i like de attitude!

wake up 6.30am cos i plan to reach sch about 9am cos de talk start at 9.30am den like dat i wil not worry i am late n i can drag my time.. den finally after pass few days of expensive transport i decide to take train to sch.. n some more i stil slowly walk but i reach sch around 9.10am n i stil drag my time wait for ppl.. den quite awhile later others came.. den wen to MLT n den again here n dere gt problem -.- waste alot of time n start at 10am+ -.- de talk is all de way by a guy name tony chow.. anyway nth much about it juz saying de media industry thing -.- but something dat wat i like about wat he say is : 'de attitude u hav.. ' blah~ n end b4 12.30pm den wen to take bus stop but bloody hell wait a bus for hell long n some more is full.. y cant they put more bus to my sch so everyone wun squeeze 1 bus.. wateva.. i was hungry like hell de whole day so wen to T1 find food but.. haiz.. den wen to TM de mos burger buy :D n eat in bus but stil not full :/ den reach home slp til 5pm+ n i tot dat i work 6pm n nearly wan to go out liao den noe dat i work 7pm -.- so day dream n in de end late for work -.- den reach mac actually i no voice de but bcos of alot of stupid thing dat i hav talk loud den my voice is back.. den wen for break n do counter til my voice like gt nth happen n so clear -.- den closing time eat abit of fries n chat wif dong n hai den home.. den online.. n found out of thing.. haiz life is so sick n tired.. i wish i can go back to my mum stomach.. or laugh like mad w/out stress..

everyday human sure hav something which is stress n i hate it.. i wan to luagh like mad..

u nv think about it n do it.. do u think is gd? i dun get it.. haiz.. i dun care alr..

sick

at mid nite around 3.30am my whole body feel very hot.. i think i havin fever at dat time ba.. dun feel gd :/ den wake up 6.30am dun feel like goin to sch my whole body feel so sick n tired.. but i stil go sch cos need to do NLE work :/ wateva.. den NLE trying to finish up mind map n story board but think til brain dry liao stil cant finish :/ den wen for 2hour break.. fren saying about my vegetarian story n some more tay eating fries make me think back 6months ago.. n 6months ago i wan quit sch n up til today i stil wan quit sch, but i am juz enduring all de shit everyday.. blah~ slp for 1h n slp til so shuang but hav to go for next lesson :/ anyway today vp2 lecture teach about lighting n my director ask me to take note.. haha i nearly forget i am de wan doin lighting.. i found it quite interesting actually, but i am not really gd in dis part.. gt to work hard for it.. den mr nic speak up, those dat changing de group.. i am happy n thumds up dat he say dat he only allow 1 group to swop.. but nvm cos i wun see anymore aliens fight for de swop n i cant.. so now everyone is back to a circle.. so god is fair in some part.. den watch some nice n cool short film n end at 3pm+ den home.. msg joey dat i cant go work cos i really not well.. so slp til 10pm+ den wake up.. eat n online.. tml hav to go for stupid talk.. sian.. n i am sick.. cos last few days is ulcer, body hot n forget stil gt wat liao.. so i think sick finish wil be ok liao..

nth happy or sad for now.. juz back to a circle... learn n work hard for it..

牺牲小我,但是完成不了大我...失败..



wake up dun noe wat time but i think de time is late liao.. wateva.. den very tired so cab to sch.. n ash saw me alight from cab :/ wateva.. den wait for tcher again.. n again, if i noe i wun chiong to sch cos tcher is late again.. den break into groups n discuss.. n again i am too kind heart, i let si yin to be art director as i noe she cant communicate well wif them den i be de lighting director.. den wat so eva.. hav a break but din go eat.. juz so no mood.. den blah~ back to class n mr nic came n he teach us about camera n other stuff its so cool n fun cos can learn new thing is gd..haha.. den wen for 2h break.. bought thing up to class room out side.. was sian n slpy.. n haha my white white is useful ok.. den wen to ISH find jo n hui was so happy dat can see them.. talk awhile den wen up to class.. den do TVC using alot of my brain cell :/ den my mood wen down again cos of those aliens.. haiz.. wateva, den end sch early den bus to mall.. otw juz cant slp cos my mind keep thinking of those thing haiz.. jus so moodless for it.. blah~ den wen to mall de pop bought DVD for my assignment n USB den home.. eat de awhile slp..wake up 10pm+ n i am sick :/ den online.. gt to do my TVC later on.. haiz..





atleast i noe u feel sad about it.. those alien juz wan to do easy things n nv think of others.. haiz.. den at first i shud not care about other group so much so de end wun be like dat n i wun be so sad now.. so i now i hav to tell myslef dat i hav to be happy wif dis group cos i noe it wil not change back alr.. juz do wat i can do..

这不是我想要的结果/ 说不完的话和理由...

wake up late, oso dky.. rush to sch but tcher came later dan me :P den listen to aliens pitch den wen for break while thcer chosse de 6 director.. tcher finish choosing de 6 of them n lucky no me.. was so scared dat i wil be in mages group :/ den tay chosse me.. but tcher not happy wif de ppl in de group n i think i too brain less dat i think of de 2 china girl dat cant communicate well so i speak up but... dis changes de whole thing.. haiz.. now i am in another group n decision hav made, i hav no rite to say or either change it.. i do wat i can alr.. haiz.. i am dun feel like really happy or unhappy juz feel so sian dat am i doin it rite? wateva... blahs~ hav ETP lecture was so sian til i din listen anyone thing.. den NLE lesson end early so wen home slp.. 7pm wen to work.. i am tired of everything.. jus wish everything end fast.. they always like to ask me go work.. but they dun noe i really very tired alr.. really sian of it.. den wateva shit n home.. online..

juz cant do it tog.. but i noe i am doin de small thing n make it tog n u r de wan doin de thing dat make tog to be something.. dis is a challenge in life..

useless monday

no pe so reach sch 10am but wait for dis n dat in de end no lesson but hav to go lab do some research -.- if i noe i wun rush to sch liao -.- transfer game den do abit research -.- blahs~ wen to tamp mac for lunch den wen to t1 walk plus kill time :/ den bus back to sch.. wen up to class wait for tcher again... den change room.. think of de thing dat we wan to sell... communication gt problem.. wateva.. end class at five.. n roy called me for like 5 time den i answser cos he wan me to work but i am tired.. den bus-ed slp in bus wif my white white covering my face n dats cool ok.. haha.. den reach home, hell hungry den eat noodle n wen to slp liao.. wake up 11pm den online n blah~ dats all.. tml sch again n after sch gt to rush for work.. sian eh..

i am not some one important, y they always like to ask me go work n i alr work for pass 6 days alr.. ppl desever a off, i oso k.. ppl tired, i oso.. plus they no sch but i hav.. i am part timer but work like a full timer -.-

i wan a silent world

wake up b4 11am which can say wow~ den eat n watch tv.. awhile later den online.. den dad came back, he distroy my silent world by disturbing me -.- n i alr tell him dat i dun wan to talk or eat due to my ulcer n my face is swollen n he can see clearly but he stil disturd me by asking stupid thing.. i gt fed up i juz heck care.. den when mum came back i compplian to mum haha.. but my mum laugh -.- den wen to hav a nap cos i am tired n abit stomach pain.. den bath n so on late for work.. den reach mac do runner. totally no mood, i am tired to elaborate here.. blah closing time chat wif dong, xi, hai n ws.. den took last bus home n rest awhile den online.. haiz sian tml sch again.. hope my ulcer wun be so pain n dun stomach n plz sch end earlier i am so tired liao....

work for 6day alr.. tired

i am not sick but, i dun feel well :(

wake up b4 2pm online n eat.. stomach pain til cant tahan den 3.30pm like dat when to slp til 4.30 stil not well.. so msg ws dat i wil be late cos of stomach pain.. den bath n so on when mum came back, i go work.. haha.. den reach mac b4 7pm den do runner.. ulcer stil hurt.. haiz.. den gt 1 funny thing, ws tot dat my stomach pain was ls or something den i say is auntie den he nth to say... haha.. den 8pm go break n after break do fries n keep service in wan.. den very tired de whole day.. n w dehole store hav mess make by 1 idiot -.- wateva den closing time din eat fries cos i wan my ulcer to recover :/ den chat n home.. rest awhile den online.. playing mario.. haha.. tml working again n i hope my ulcer wil be smaller n dun staomach pain.. dis 2 thing really make me not well :/

i wan high pay! haha!!

ulcer causes face swlloen.. bloody hell

wake up 2pm like dat.. was so happy dat i can wake up so late.. haha.. den some how i think i wash my shoes -.- den eat n online.. dun really hav de mood to eat cos my ulcer hurt! n its goin to 1week n it stil not recover.. such bloody hell. den my whole body dun feel well juz so sick n tired of it! den bath n so on 6pm prepare to go out but..... auntie visit kouke when kouke is ready to go work.. awesome rite -.- den make til i 7pm+ den reach mac.. do runner n it keep service in non stop wan.. so tired n my stomach pain :/ den xi ask me to go rest.. but i rest awhile den go back liao as it really bz.. den i hungry to de max! time pass fast til idk alr 10pm den i go break n i din for more dan 15min den punch in liao.. runner for awhile den wen to vomit -.- as i eat to fast.. den finally closin time.. everyone was like dying alr.. blah copy schedule n like hell~ my schedule was like a full timer -.- wateva den home fight for lappie den online.. mum n sis say de left side of my face was swllen they say bcos i nv rest n slp enuf n den body hot -.- i juz hate my mouth to de max for de very first time

cold day

wake up late, den hav another kind vehical to sch it stil late -.- n when i reach sch seems like juz wake up as i slp i at de vehical.. den continue wif de NLE assignment for ndp.. hand up b4 lesson end.. den play psp n slp for like 30min like dat den hav vp2 lecture was like hell cold, de whole day was waring my white white.. den lesson end early den wen to c1 buy waffle saw bei ru so sit her class ppl.. den home n bus-ed til over one stop.. juz so tired.. den reach home, mum alr at home n she finish cooking den she ask me wan eat? den i say i wen to hav a nap first den i ask her to wake me up to eat as i goin work later on.. but was overslept til 7.50pm lucky joey called back me.. den rush to work.. reach mac my face is stil dat kind of slpy face n my eye is stil small.. haha.. den do runner.. ulcer stil hurt dun really feel like talking.. den hugry all de way juz dat i nv say.. den 9pm take over dk... joey gt ask me to eat but i say after i done everything den eat :/ den close dk n finish at 10.45pm as i gt pre-close.. haha.. den eat alot of fries :D closin time chat wif dong n home.. den reach home rest awhile n online around 12.40pm ba.. tml no sch.. happy! but mayb goin to work..

ulcer hurt de whole day!

wake up ealry, but reach sch late(?) -.- cos of de freaking bus la... den reach class, mates start pitching den quite awhile later hav a break, feel so slpy.. den blah continue pitching den wen for early break but din eat.. den wen to function hall slp like so shuang.. den wen for de next lesson which is NLE doin de ndp thing make me headache can-.- lesson end around 5.30 chiong back home n rest deb wen to work.. reach mac b4 8pm den do runner til closing.. eat n chat wif adele, ws, hai n dong.. den bus wif ws as he goin ave8 mac.. den online.
my mouth really hurt.. n dun really feel like talking.. haiz.. n i am tired now.. doin my ndp thing

plz DUN chosse me, but i wan to be a gd wan :)

wake up abit late, dky oso.. den miss bus so i am late for sch.. den buy waffle.. den reach class listen to some important/rubbish den 9.30am den start pitch -.- den tay was de first.. n i was so hell nervous cos i ask tay to call me to be de next :/ den when my turn, mr nic dun allow me to read from my power point :/ n worst he ask those alien about me -.-! blahs~ so i try my best to rem wat was my story.. quite challenging actually haha.. den mr nic say dat my story is too long, like a 10min film, ya i noe.. haha.. den he wan me to edit my story n say til like i am goin to shoot it like dat -.- i den dun wan leh -.- i jus wan my story to be gd n i happy liao.. den wen to function hall slp awhile cos eye goin to shut down -.- den ETP hav bo liao ppl come n talk -.- i juz feel so tired n din listne to wat they say -.- den vp2 was like so sian n dry :/ b4 lesson end watch some video.. n btw stomach not feeling tru out.. juz dun noe wat happen.. den wen cafe 1 buy thing eat den home... rest awhile den wen to work.. do runner til 10pm close dk.. den chat wif chang, roy, adele.. n home n found dat i din brin my wallet to work.. haha.. den online n here typing rubbish..
my name tag, blue pen n ear stud are lost! n it lost at mac! wth.. i feel so sian dat my name tag lost cos i use it from my firts day of work til now.. sian ar

de alien juz dun noe thing about me.. they juz anyhow boom out something..

who is responsible??

wake up 7am+ but wen back to slp til 8am :/ den rush here n dere.. den reach seranggon mrt saw jasmine, we chat abit.. so qiao.. haha.. den blah reach tahan merah wait for de freaking bus for so long! den reach sch more worst, wait for lift for damn long make til i late! den pm1 do thing dat u dun noe -.- n i hate group work! den again 11am+ lesson end, was so sian lo.. wen to cafe 2 play my psp(month din play liao) den slp awhile.. den wen to east point de kopitiam eat wif tay.. den wen to east point walk awhile n wen to fairprice take my drink n it drop on my head! i noe i am short! thankiu! otw back to sch, we talk lame thing, saying dat i hope something dat can hang wif de train wif a rope so i dun need to walk til so tired.. haha.. den blah wait for tcher again -.- but thz another tcher for opening de door :) den again group work -.- n seriously if de second project can change group mate i wil not choose de 2 alien again cos they wil only ask ppl do thing n they nv do.. k wateva.. doin bo liao thing til 5pm+++ den home... wan to slp but dad distur me.. hate him lo.. like wth! n mum another lazy wan -.- den eat noodle n not full! den online n spamm tweet wif jing wen was like so fun... haha.. n sian tml lesson 9am n hav to bring lappie.. hope i gt de chance to pitch so i dun need to brin lappie liao!

forever aliens

18-7-10

-force to wake up
-eat
-dint online
-do stuff
-meet shirley in cab n cab down to amk
-meet wq n fish
-wen to eat
-arcade
-watch blood pledge(a lame movie)
-see them eat
-home
-online

something rong wif dis post as lost it.. retype de..

happy 1 year old to MY OWN LANGUAGE / 365th post

wake up b4 6am cos of de mc run but de rain din stop n joey say dat if de rain til 6.30am din stop den we can forget to go liao.. haha.. den i was counting down de time cos i am tired to go.. haha.. den when 6.30am++ joey say can dun go liao :) den blah wen to slp.. 10am roy called me :/ tell me to work -.- n its 5pm.. like diao so early book me -.- den 1pm+ online n my lappie was like dun noe wat de hell happen.. den it pop up those thing like dat time my lappie gt virus like dat.. den i very scared n dun wan to believe dat is virus so i restart it but same.. den it ask me to re/install n update n wateva.. den after all i think no problem ba.. cos nth happen liao.. den eat my nasi lemak n stomach upset for 2 time.. dky -.- den online til forget de time to work.. n since i noe i am late so use my time n reach mc 5.30pm den take over dk for quite awhile! den do runner.. n 8pm+ take over dk again as some one not feeling well -.- den fabian take over me i go break.. den back to dk n close.. closing time chat wif DHX plus complain.. haha.. den took pic n home.. den online..
lastly dis is my 365 post n its 1 years liao.. thz everyone for viewing my rubbish/lame/diao thing everyday.. n oso my own language also go tru alot of thing..

16-7

ok mood in de morning bad mood at nite

slp for 12hr+/- feel so happy.. n din go sch today :D den online n eat den 5pm wen to cut hair.. nth much to say about my hair n hope it wun be ugly -.- den bath n wen to work.. do runner awhile den open de 4th counter -.- n de screen change n no one teach how to use, n i keep having cold sweat -.- n alot alien customer din saw me bcos i am short -.- den do runner n i scold my first 'bloody hell' bcos an alien din heard wat i say.. me n xi call w/out salt like quite loud den dat alien dk day dream or wat -.- juz put salt -.- n i was like dk y i so angry i scold dat alien den lucky de next basket was up or else he wil die -.- really gt so fed up at dat moment lo.. den wen for break n de new shaker fries don really hav any taste but it make ppl sniz n cof.. den blah punch in do runner til closing gt abit angry in between n scold bloody hell.. n if today i din go work i think i wun scold any bloody hell today.. haha.. n blah closing time quite full so din eat fries.. den take de shirt for tml run n was like stupid, de size can make u fed up -.-blah online n now typing rubbish.. goin to slp soon as i need to wake up at 5.45am (?) n now is alr 2.20am liao :/

15-7


reach sch early again n its 3 continuose day alr.. haha broke my record liao.. but tcher later again -.- shuden reach sch early -.-.. den NLE lesson do story board n mind map den learn FCP again.. totally cant get into it :/ juz like 3D.. den wen to cafe 1 slp was so shuang but de table beside gt 1 guy keep banging my table.. idiot.. den vp2, tcher saying lame thing n hav so fun.. den continue wif de lecture.. they r gd tcher actually.. haha.. den home wif de tiring body.. den reach home actually wan to eat de but my eye telling me to go slp.. den wake up 11pm+ liao was like omg de.. den eat.. n watch tv.. din online cos de door was lock den wen to slp w/out online :(

copy dogs/ aliens/ idiot all around!

wake up same time, n reach sch early -.- when to cafe 1 buy waffle as i am damn hungry.. den wait for tcher -.- he late again -.- den mr nic nv come! haha! but dint get my turn to pitch cos all aliens! nvm gt one copy dog copy 30% of my previous story! dat copy dog think idk.. i was so fed up about it u noe.. bcos dat story i oso think for very long.. wateva.. wen to charge lappie den wen to function hall slp :) den wen for NLE lesson learn mind map n story boarding my whole brain was all ?????? cos i dun understand.. den wen for a break but sit at stair say about funny thing wif tay.. haha my entertainer.. blah den wen back class learn Final Cut Pro(FCP) which i dun understand a single thing -.- juz so tired of it :/ den 5.40pm like dat end sch.. den tell chang dat i reach amk for like 40min :/ den train to amk.. meet ws n chang at s11 but it was 1h later :/ den eat.. thz them for de treat :) den chat chat chat den blah wen to amk hub de arcade play for quite awhile n home.. watch tv den 12am online.. dun noe how to do my story boarding n mind map.. sian.. n juz endure 9.5hr of sch tml i can slp for long hrs liao :)

i am so tired of everything alr.. juz wan to giv up

aliens day

wake up early -.- den reach sch early -.- alr try to waste de time by walking slowly but i stil early.. but quite happy dat i am early cos i think i gt 'months' dat nv reach sch early liao -.- wateva.. my entertainer nv come sch today.. i feel so lonely.. haiz.. the ppl beside me r aliens.. can act dat i am not around -.- i juz endure it.. den listen to 6ppl pitch.. den ETP lesson was hell slpy! den wen up to 4th floor for NLE but wait for tcher to come for like 15min+ so slpy in between.. den lesson was so long n tired.. end sch faster bus home cant take it alr -.- den reach home eat abit n rest den wen for prayer.. den reach home online n watch tv.. wanted to edit my pitch but microsoft office expire.. how awesome it dat.. hate it! den use hell long of time to DL.. den blah now is alr 2.10am i am tired shud go slp..

pray hard

my aliens classmate seriously juz dun treat me as their alien fren, i juz dun noe y.. life/sch/alien xucks.. only one human dat can work wif.. haiz.. sad life in sch..

a waste of time in sch-.-

wake up abit later cos i am lazy to go pe :/ ask money from parent cos i need to top up my ezlink card.. n they giv me attitude -.- n my dad was so mad, he giv me an adult card n ask me to use.. i say he mad cos is so ex. -.- den i fed up den wen to sch.. reach sch about 8.15am anyway i am late.. i oso dun care -.- den wen change pe n den play badminton.. den slack.. tcher say next 2week no pe! so no need go sch early :) den wen to cafe 1 buy thing eat n wait for tay.. den wen for pm1.. hav group work -.- den bloody hell 11am lesson end n de next lesson which is 3pm -.- bloody 4hour! so decided to go TM wif mates.. see them eat den walk around T1 n TM.. wan to buy shoes bag but all dun hav n was so dissapointed la. den 2pm bus back to sch n was so tired.. den hav ETP oso group work -.- n its totally doin de same thing as pm1 wth de.. den lesson end wen to locker put book n blah~ bus to mall den wen to mc cafe redeem my drink :D den walk around mall for 3 things: 1.shoes bag 2. either a small bag pack or small sling bag 3. my lappie battery. i gt my shoes bag outside mall n its quite normal but i stil like it.. dint buy any bag but i hav aim-ed a small bag pack which really look very cute.. n i 70% wil buy it! lastly my lappie batt de ppl say is spoil :( sad.. wateva.. den home.. watch tv awhile.. den wen to slp.. til 11pm den watch n online.. n chiong for my pitch n thz sis for some help.. dat all..
seriously monday lesson is totally a waste my time cos its no link to wat i am studying.. n i hate de break gt so freaking.. can let us go home early wan lo.. idiot-.-

wish u faster recover :)

de world is always unfair..

wake up b4 12pm den eat nasi lemak.. quite awhile later fell very slpy den wen to slp til b4 3pm.. den online.. den prepare n so on wen to work.. punch in do runner was so freakingly angry wif those aliens inside de kitchen seriously.. n seriously y those aliens do thing so slow n nobody pull them den we those human go in n get scolded badly like nobody biznes.. feel so angry about it lo.. den after dat all change n finally all de products can come out n den hai do runner wif me den i feel better.. den 8.30pm wen for break.. den continue runner wif hai.. den 10.30pm do counter.. den closing time was like a small reunion cos wq dere n we all talking happily.. den eat til full den home.. den online.. haiz.. i dun feel like doin my pitch leh.. sian leh but no time alr.. how.. haiz..

sometime i juz hate them.. y they can, n i cant.. so unfair.. hate it.. alien..

finally installed :D

wake up b4 2pm den online n eat.. mum came back from work n dun noe wat de hell happen to her la -.- she is juz finding trouble on me.. she saw something den she scold.. she juz anyhow scold like my lappie n my hair-.- she say my hair is so long y stil dun cut n blah blah blah n i was so angry.. den when i wan to bath, my mum siao wan purposely go wash clothes -.- den make until i hav to wait -.- den blah bath wen to work late-.-.. den do runner wif hai yuan :) til 8pm wen for break n had my shaker :D den punch in continue runner til 9.30pm take over dk til close.. den closing time eat fries.. was so hungry.. den blah usin lappie to online for awhile den home.. reach home i get scolded again.. n again i gt blame wif alot of thing.. juz wateva ok! i noe i born to get blame everyday.. blah online again.. dats all..
lastly thz roy for helping me reinstall de photoshopcs3 n i gt de whole version of cs3 even though is not cs5 but i am stil very happy :)

i love friday so much!

no sch today, i think my course de other class oso ba.. i use to hate friday time table cos ppl end sch at 11am or 12pm but mine is 1 n now i like it so much, but the rest of de day is stil long hours :/ k wateva back to here.. i finally can slp til very late n no disturb by alarm.. haha wake up at 3.45pm n was so happy cos i am not force to wake up :) den blah online n eat.. den mum came back n i gt disturb -.- den wen to work 7pm.. do counter n i was so pek chek wif those bloody indians -.- den 8pm++ wen for break.. den continue counter til closing.. den eat n show hai, dong , adele pic.. den home.. hav milo cos i am freaking hungry! den online.. juz now dad caught me online :/ so gtg soon sian.. 2.53am

today i slp for like atleast 11hr which is alr more dan last four days n dat plus tog de most only 8h :/

one week hav gone

lesson change to 9am again w/out inform -.- tcher think dat we so free -.- can use de time to let me slp lo.. blah hav NLE learn FCP but only mac hav which i dun noe how to use n i am so slpy til no mood -.-.. den blah next lesson ETP another lesson wasting time -.- wen for vp2 lecture.. watch a spanish movie if not rong :/ was so slpy.. anyway oso not nice.. wateva all de tcher are mad.. sch end early den wen to t1 walk awhile n look bags but no money.. :( den bus-ed n was over stop for like 8-9 and de distance was like hell far.. was my first time over stop.. dky i slp til so shuang den bus to point wan to change bus but bloody hell peak period so bus all full den see liao jiu sian so walk home wif de tiredness :/ den reach home eat abit of tibit n slp til 10pm+ watch tv n online.. lappie n battery are goin to spoil soon if i not rong.. wth! n btw i hungry din really eat for de whole day, last few days oso -.-
sun,mon,tue n ystd nite all plus tog de most i only slp for 8h n atleast 6h i oso dun noe wats rong to me while ppl slp 5-6h a day n i only for 1-2h n de rest of time is open eye-.-


i juz wish to hav lesser alien in class, can dun so................ idk..

aliens class mate(s)

wake up de same time but after i bath finish i feel so slpy :/ actually juz wan to lie down de but bcom a 20min nap.. hells.. den since i am late decided to take a 'car' den wen out saw jasmine ask her whether wan go tog den she dun wan plus her bus come n my freaking 'car' stil haven come.. stupid -.- den mum saw me take dat 'car' diaos.. den reach sch den noe bloody lesson change to 9am -.- waste my money! den so sian waiting for tcher -.- den blah tcher talk rubbish again den wen for break liao.. was so hell hungry den wen to cafe1 buy waffle n wen up -.- blah was ask to split into group dat comfortable wif -.- din really do anything -.- den blah wen to buy thing n wen to class room outside wait for next lesson for bloody 2hr -.- n slp abit n alien all crowd around -.- den blah hav NLE tcher hav their rubbish again.. den idiot hav 6 assignment n dun noe wateva shit de la -.- den wait for time to go.. end sch liao wen to cafe 1 buy thing eat n wait for roy.. den wen to downtown meet him n adele.. den play arcade while waiting for de time.. den watch eclipse if i nv spell rong.. was so bo liao -.- but some part r funny.. overall is sian de -.- den bus to pasir ris inter buy some crazy thing n home.. try it for like 1h was so tired.. n online.. i must at 2am!
lets endure for 9.5hr tml lesson n i wil hav my long weekend.. great! n plz end early tml..

lets see til thursday

wake up de same time as ystd n i confirm wil wake up de same time for de next few days cos all my lesson is all freaking 8am :/ blah den train to sch n hells i am late but i feel dat tcher treat me as invisible.. haha.. cos he nv ask me y am i late.. blah~ talk rubbish for 30min den wen for break -.- so bored.. den back watch de movie name 'kick ass' n de last 10min i think, was so damn nice n touch.. n i like de little girl, not bcos she hav a purple hair but she is hell cool n brave enuf to do alot of things.. den eat at cafe 2.. so freaking slpy.. den wen for de stupid ETP was cold like hell, nvm, next lesson at de same room n is NLE like foreva cold de lo n my eye shut down for alot of time.. den end at 4pm n home straight! den online n roy call me.. blah bring lappie to work as i ask roy to help me install something.. den quite happy working today :D den closing time eat n show those photo to dong n xi.. haha.. n they really change alot... den blah n home.. rest awhile den online.. i am tired now.. cos last two only slp for 1h++ den wen to sch liao :/

i wil do all my things good in dis few days n see how it gose on den decide wat to do :)

kick ass

i wan to be as brave as de little girl

right ear stuck/ can not hear properly de whole day..

slp at 2am+ but cant get in to slp.. turn here n dere den i think fall aslp around 4am+(?) den wake up 5.30am den prepare n so on.. blah train to sch.. first period pe.. run for 2rounds :) den play bball wif tay den wen to cafe 1.. den wait for 10am de PM1 -.- tcher talk rubbish -.- n go off b4 freaking 11am n de next lesson which is 3pm.. like omg?? wen to cafe 2 slp fren cant tahan n me too they decide to go home n i oso.. den blah n home... den slp, til 6pm+ roy call me :/ den blah online n watch tv, eat dinner n continue online..

shud i continue or stop? i need ppl to say something about me, really..

freaking time table!

frens one by one goin to quit dis stupid course, i am stil deciding it.. haiz.. but i noe i 6o% alr dun wan n sian of dis course liao..

am i a youth?

wake up 12pm(?) cos mum n sis wan to go out, they force me to wake up -.- den prepare n so on 1pm+ den took bus, bus to amk den train to city hall.. den wen to marina square de sakea eat.. dint eat much but i am very full -.- anyway i am happy cos all mum pay.. haha.. den walk around.. den 5pm parted wif mum n sis n train to compass.. reach mac stil hav time so change n chat wif xi.. den punch in do fries.. i feel dun like elaborate it.. skip.. den blah dong take over me den i go break.. den punch in do runner n blah do counter til closing.. den do survey -.- den chat wif dong, xi n hai n home.. dk y reach home feel damn tired... den online.. i goin to offline about 1.40am ba cos 5.30 i need to wake up liao.. sian.. i hate it..

my parents support me to quit sch.. but i really dun noe, shud i? i must find sometime to think properly.. haiz

i dun wan face de fact dat monday sch start!

wake up 3pm.. online n eat stupid curry puff n milo -.- den wen to work late due to stomach upset -.- den punch in do kitchen thz roy.. i really so happy :D do kitchen wif dong n hav fun :D thz too.. den 7pm+ wen break wif dong n chat~ den punch in~ blah abit den me n dong do runner tog hav abit fun even tough dat alot of thing dat make us angry -.- today de whole day was like i am following dong like dat.. haha.. quite funny ._. den closing time din eat fries but ice cream again cos i giv up on fries liao -.- den chat wif dong as she doin closing..chat til 11.55pm n i miss my bus cos i wen to toilet -.- diaos... den reach home watch tv den online... chat wif fren about de stupid sch n i dun feel like studying haiz.. i hate my course to de max seriously.. k blah back now alr 4.10am liao -.- go die la so late liao i am stil here typing rubbish..

wateva.. monday sch start freaking early, 8am! n first period p e-.- i dun wan wake up so early leh.. sian half leh.. n serious i dun wan my future to do something about film lo! i wan hair dressing dats wat i really wish.. stupid english! n i hate DIGITAL AUDIO & VIDEO PRODUCTION! cos it spoils my life alr -.-

a day of learning how to control ur anger..

wake up 4pm again, haiz dun noe how monday how to wake up :/ blah~ den online.. mum 5pm came back den i eat my breakfast/lunch/dinner but it juz a roti prata n milo -.- den late for work as its stil raining -.- den reach mac do fries.. den kitchen product all cant come out n they all quarelling all deway -.- cos they abit weak as yati not dere.. den dong n hai is de runner, they both were so angry to de max alr.. seriously de queue for 6-8 really nv stop de.. blah~ den 8pm++ wen for break.. fries was stng w/out shaker :/ den punch in do runner as dong n hai r tired alr.. run wif xinyu but she but mood.. today everyone including kouke no one gt a gd mood lo.. k back to here den closin time din eat fries but eat ice cream as i wan to cool down :/ den home.. fight lappie wif sis -.- til now 3.10am.. must slp liao.. n i wil die wen sch reopen -.-.. haix my story~ stng alr.. n lastly i am hungry, i regret to i nv eat fries juz now :'(

is gd to work wif those dat noe how to control anger, cos in de while u get to noe alot of things wher by other dun noe..

mum say dat today is de day dat she wen for operation for 1year






wake up 4pm -.- so freaking stng (late) den eat n do my stuff online n i cant play my millionaire city :/ den have my dinner cook by my mum :D finally can eat a meal :) den continue online n ppl flooding my mails -.- so wen to watch tv since its laggin n goin to hang liao -.- den blah n oso load alot of things n finally after one freaking whole day i can play my MC -.- dats all for today
i dun noe shud i go cut hair.. any comment?

dis is my spec collection actaully gt 2 more de but dun noe trow wher liao..

from top to bottom: sec1, sec3 n ite first year

seems like one bigger dan another.. haha

trying to find another 2 :/