appealling in progress~

wake up 5.45am.. den do my stuff.. den bus to sch.. den reach sch.. i feel so so so angry wif de indian girl in my class.. she really freak me out! nvm forget it.. den today hav de photography lesson.. but b4 taking pic de whole bunch of ppl wen to cafe 2 to eat first.. n after dat wen aorund de sch to take pic.. til 12pm++ wen back class.. den clement talk talk talk n wen de time he relise us for break is b4 1pm den i gav him de appeal form.. den actaully wan to wen for break wif others de but suddenly clement call me so i wen to find him n he ask me to wait at de meeting room.. n i use 2h30min in de meeting room n i wait for de section head for 1h30min n he only talk to me for 30min n de rest is clement n de lady talk to me.. is like wth man... den i was like so hungry lo.. den around 3.30pm clement let me off so i wen to de round round place dere to sit so call emo dere la.. den wen to cafe 1 to buy bread n oso call wq too.. wen she walk towards my tears starts coming out i oso dun n0e y.. den i tell her all my stress.. i really stress like hell lo.. den after dat i ok liao den we sit dere talk rubbish til 5.30pm n buszz.. den parted wif her at mall.. n i home.. reach home online awhile den after dat wen for prayer.. den 9pm++++ n online n start to think de course dat i wan to appeal. den 12.30am i send de msg to my clement liao.. dats all.

i am scared dat i chosse de rong thing again.. i am scared dat i wil regret again :( i am really very stress.. i really dun n0e wat i wan now.. haiz.. fan ar..